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.​.​.​and then it all ends

by Lowdown On The High Life

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1.
The Bear 04:47
in the back of a cave in the dark, dark woods there's a man there's an animal who sits in place, doesn't show his face to the sun he has connections but no intention of living up to his obligations he'd rather sleep for six months at a time wake up! wake up from your sleep! the sun is shining and the insects creep how long has it been since you told your family you love them? you have life to live and mouths to feed but the bear replies: "this is what i need! it's the only place i can get a moment alone" sometimes we can all use a moment of peace a respite from the world where we can find some release don't let your solitary nature take control and hide yourself in a darkened hole people need you, and they complete you so find your way back soon back to the sun wake up! wake up from your sleep! the sun is shining and the insects creep how long has it been since you told your family you love them? you have miles to cross and promises to keep but the bear replies: "this is what i need! it's the only place i can get a moment alone"
2.
alone - she wanted to be alone both attracted and repelled by destinations unknown static indifference was the only face she'd shown he walked away saved his decision for another day is it a shame to know her face but not her name? again - he wanted to start again h knew that he would see her but didn't know just when he felt his world was insecure every now and then the idea of a fresh start was always his favorite part is it a crime to be in the right place at the wrong time? i'm not a fan of how a fairy tale can be so twisted i made believe our time was wrong 'cuz that's what you insisted is it a losing battle to have you be my muse? what is it that you're so afraid to lose? at first i never saw you standing right in front of me at first you never heard my voice louder than a distant sea never would i ever dream that we could be together after all this time together they were finally drawn a shame that now she's gone
3.
the stars above your head make your face become a crown or are you a goddess shooting bombs of love that wreak destruction when they hit the ground? let's go up a little higher i can watch your figure change up above closer to the moon we can feel its radiation i don't know just where it starts but i think i'm going to see it end the air flowing up beside me i know that it will hurt if i stop flying on the edge of reason will corrupt me when i feel the drop good drugs good friends and then it all ends
4.
The Lowdown 04:52
5.
Apparition 03:51
did i say ghosts? i really meant one in particular i can't see who is speaking don't know if i really hear her i feel like she's calling a regretful shallow shade of grey sometimes she seems to be falling hardened in a shell of clay are you still angry at the way he left you all alone? have you found a way to forgive the act that left you on your own? curse the day your heart was broken even though you're gone your spirit seems to carry on would you tell me to stay strong? or has it been pointless all along? i'd gladly take your ghostly hand if you can help me understand are you still lonely because he went so far away? tenured visits barely started summered sunsets on the bay curse a child's arms left barren even though you're gone your spirit seems to carry on would you tell me to stay strong? or has it been pointless all along if your spirit i remand i may lose this vital strand
6.
Nightblind 04:46
it must have been a desperate situation you know that you can't see at night driving blind, your fears ignite nightblind the stars aligned to point you down that darkened road disinclined to take the easy way out was jesus in the trunk and a demon at the wheel? was it drugs or guns or lives undone that tethered you to this ordeal? nightblind your hopes maligned it seems you lost your sense of time and that has made your choices grow so few you sense a darkened exit off the freeway so you take it your nerves are raw each breath you draw you hope that you can make it nightblind you'll never find the innocence you left behind you will be running now, forever
7.
Fencetalker 04:43
it's not precisely clarified by sight and sound alone the feeling runs much deeper a gut reaction to what you say the king of this country his crumbling castle under siege knows the words to get them angry exactly what to say to bait them citizen atlantic raging nearly at a panic afraid to lose the little that he's holed away in his short life (at) the border of the property proposing a monstrosity to keep the others out but mostly just to keep his subjects in the hydrogen and oxygen and sunlight are the basis of all life that binds us all together you contrive separations that pull us all apart when we destroy each other it's no wonder that you rise to the top make up your mind get your shit in line now is not the time to walk that fence and cling to nonsense
8.
Phoenix 06:27
i'm starting a new life from this, your broken body making it flower and grow a field of poison ivy when the sun shines through the leaves i swear, i see your face but missing all the anger that you gave i'm starting a new day from these, your scattered ashes stealing what we thought was your eternal soul when the clouds above us become the truth around us we'll give up all the anger that we've saved don't live in fear of what you've made you bravely built a monolith memorial to your self-destruction don't be afraid of what you've started your heart was in the right place even if this snarling beast has grown out of control
9.
Unreserved 04:56
i've made no reservation for an afterlife i'm still busy figuring this one out but you can't help me find my way i'm not lost there's nothing you can say to change the lack of direction that i'm following cast out smoke so thick and then i crashed down found myself in a dark place evolved to be okay with what i am syntax you say baptize, i say drowning i've already saved myself i'm not anticipating the end of time faith does not console me quite the opposite i'm content to know exactly how my halo's bent i won't bicker about who's god is bigger the way you fight, the end will come quicker than i'm hoping for cast out smoke so thick and then i crashed down found myself in a dark place evolved to be okay with what i am syntax you say baptize, i say drowning i've already saved myself i'm not sitting waiting to die if the sky gets really hot and the air becomes too thin and my skin feels like it's burning and the light grows very dim and i'm separated from all i care for (then) the end is something i can't ignore then i guess that i was wrong and this has been my swan song
10.
Victoria 04:08
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